Monday, 27 September 2021

Believe


 

Is it bad that I do believe I can do anything! That I can achieve my goals? So many people are afraid to go after their dreams because they're afraid of failing and people laughing at them! I don't have this problem, I honestly couldn't give a shit if people laugh at me! My only problem is worrying how people will attack me because that is what always happens! I have to try and second guess what people will do to hurt me and sabotage my work, not because of some type of low self-esteem thing I'm suffering from, but from experience, because this is what happens. 

I have had people try to blackmail mail me, entrap me, threaten to sell sex stories about me. I've even had threats of rape and people coming to my home, when they think I'm alone to try and break in so they can sexually assault me! 

Am I a bad person because I don't wait to get my peers permission to go after my dreams and goals? Am I a bad person because I don't care what other people think of me or because I don't care what lies they say about me? Several people have told me that I have a bad attitude because I don't care what others think of me! Am I a bad person because I believe in myself and my abilities? Am I a bad person because when I have a dream I put an action plan together to make that dream a reality? Most people are held back by their own fears and insecurities, but I am not. I do not wait for other people's approval, but I am held back by the actions of other people's hate! It's hard knowing you're going to get attacked, but knowing how to protect yourself is key! I'm searching for that key, to know how to protect myself 

Thursday, 29 April 2021

Christa Ludwig


So sad to hear of the death of the great German Mezzo-Soprano Christa Ludwig, she was 93 years old and to me she was one of the greatest Mezzo's. Her performance in Verdi's Requiem is one of the great performances of the 20th century., Verdi himself would have been thrilled to hear her perform his Requiem! Christa was/is one of my inspirations, she is the singer I will listen to to try to improve my own Mezzo range! Thank you Christa for your art, work, voice, dedication and music. Your voice will never die and you will live on forever in my heart and in millions of others too, and many still haven't discovered you yet. The future generations will hold you in high regard as we do today. May you rest in peace ❤

Friday, 1 January 2021

Happy New Year - 2021

 Happy New Year everyone. 2020 was a bad year for most of us, but for me I saw it as a learning experience. 2020 has shown me that I need to be prepared in life, and it taught me that my original goals and ambitions were right. For many years I've tried to change, tried to be kinder, always believing I was this horrible person but I no longer care what others think of me. It's not my job to try to make you like or care about me, its my job to like and care about myself. And I do like myself 😀 And if you don't like me, I don't care. If you can't accept me, I don't care! If you don't love me, I don't care, because I know my worth and I know you don't belong in my life! 


If any of you feel that I hurt you or upset you in life, good! I'm glad I had that affect on you because you more than likely deserved it! And know this, I'll do it again and I still won't care. 2020 has shown me who my friends and family are. My eyes and ears were open all year. If anyone doesn't want to be in my life, that's fine, you're free to leave. I won't miss you, I won't even think of you! 2020 is gone and its never coming back, and the same thing is going to happen with quite a few people. My message to you is simple, Goodbye! 


Now to all the people who like me or care about me, I know who you are and you have my love and friendship for as long as I draw breath! I want to wish you all a happy new year, let's see where 2021 takes us! Let the adventure begin........




 


Thursday, 24 December 2020

Merry Christmas - 2020


 Wishing everyone a very merry Christmas. I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas, full of love, peace, good health and happiness.

Friday, 12 June 2020

One act of kindness


One act of kindness can change the world. Not necessarily for everyone, but for that one person. To value human life is the greatest act of kindness we can do for each other. Be kind.

Saturday, 6 June 2020

All Black Lives Matter



I haven't posted regarding the Black Lives Matter campaign, demonstrationss or protests because I've felt  that a lot of it is more so about people letting off steam because of the lockdown. I don't feel that everyone who is involved with the protests are genuine. I think a lot of people are angry but not because of their love for their brother or sister, but because they're frustrated over the lockdown and the difficulties its brought. Although I have to state that a lot of people who are protesting are genuine. They do care about black people getting treated unfairly. Police brutality is wrong. But can you imagine if this was the reaction every time an innocent person was mistreated or killed! That would be true people power, and the world would be an amazing place to live if all life was treated as sacred. ☆☆☆**

I will admit that I'm one of those people who would say 'Black lives matter', but I would add, 'All lives matter', and I've read people posting things calling people like me a racist and saying I don't understand the situation. There's a video of a Christian man saying, we shouldn't be saying all lives matter because that's obvious, if that was the case then we shouldn't be needing to say 'Black lives Matter' in the year 2020, but he feels we should be shouting out 'Black lives matter', because its that group of people who are suffering right now, and they need our support the most. I'd say to him, 'No, you're missing the point', and I'll explain why in the next paragraph. Additionally another man said, by saying 'All lives matter', instead of just 'Black lives matter', its the same as telling the fire department to hose down all the houses in a neighbourhood because one house was on fire, because all houses matter', he too is wrong and missing the point. You'd only hose down all the houses that were on fire, not all houses. Sometimes if houses are attached you do have to hose down the neighbours house too, to stop the fire from spreading. It's not just the black community who are suffering right now! Additionally a'll the people who say everyone who doesn't agree with their opinion is a racist and try to turn every issue into racism, they need to start understanding that they're doing more harm than good. They are not helping the cause at all, they're helping to create more hate and more racism!☆☆☆**

The hashtag shouldn't be #BLM but #ABLM (All Black Lives Matter). You cannot say black lives matter if you're homophobic or transphobic or anti any other group of people, because you cannot say black lives matter except for these certain groups. It's either all or none! We are not free from inequality or oppression or acts of brutality and hate until everyone is free from it. That's why I disagree with that Christian man and why I feel its important to say, #ABLM / All Black Lives Matter. And that's because 'All Lives Matter. ☆☆☆**

It shouldn't matter what colour you are, all life is precious whether you're black and live in the USA, or if you live in Yemen, Syria, Hong Kong, Palestine, Israel or Mexico. All Lives matter. We can only end inequality, oppression and brutality by caring for each other more, by valuing each other more, by loving each other more, that's what humanity is about. We are capable of so much love, kindness and good, but we can only do this if we value all human life. All Black Lives Matter, and All Lives Matter.