Is it bad that I do believe I can do anything! That I can achieve my goals? So many people are afraid to go after their dreams because they're afraid of failing and people laughing at them! I don't have this problem, I honestly couldn't give a shit if people laugh at me! My only problem is worrying how people will attack me because that is what always happens! I have to try and second guess what people will do to hurt me and sabotage my work, not because of some type of low self-esteem thing I'm suffering from, but from experience, because this is what happens.
I have had people try to blackmail mail me, entrap me, threaten to sell sex stories about me. I've even had threats of rape and people coming to my home, when they think I'm alone to try and break in so they can sexually assault me!
Am I a bad person because I don't wait to get my peers permission to go after my dreams and goals? Am I a bad person because I don't care what other people think of me or because I don't care what lies they say about me? Several people have told me that I have a bad attitude because I don't care what others think of me! Am I a bad person because I believe in myself and my abilities? Am I a bad person because when I have a dream I put an action plan together to make that dream a reality? Most people are held back by their own fears and insecurities, but I am not. I do not wait for other people's approval, but I am held back by the actions of other people's hate! It's hard knowing you're going to get attacked, but knowing how to protect yourself is key! I'm searching for that key, to know how to protect myself
